I'm back

Long time didnt touch my blog dy, should have a lot of things to talk about =)

Moved to my aunt's there, feel a lot happier, and easier =D
Whenever I am emo, there is always someone that i can talk to, thx Sherminn ♥

Now talk about my girl, I really cant stand anymore. Too materialistic, furthermore, never care about me. When she wanted, she just clean my wallet. She never think that I would need some money with me, what she think is all herself. You bought something today, cost about 400+, and you seems like nothing. That is not my money, I cant say anything, but, dont act like you deserve it okay? I cant stand you, even we are video calling, you can see I'm weird, I'm emo. I'm not your guy. What you need is a billionaire, say hi to your $$, bye to your ♥ =)

Vivian, I really desperate to count down with you on 31st Dec 2011. Although on phone, still, I will be so so happy >.<
You never fail to make me smile, make me happy, and your words, warm me up. Whenever I'm down, your words will bring me back to life, make me smile bright. I didnt lie of course. ♥

Viewed someone's blog, but i bet you dunno who i mention. I like the person's blog background music, damn nice and relaxing. After look through the content of the blog, I got some words for you.
Someone that truly love you, wont care how your past was. The most important thing is now, and future. Tolerate is necessary, but not too over. Love is 2 person, so both should understand and tolerate with each other. Well, dont think you will saw this post. Anyway, good luck yarr, dont give up easily, cheer, although I dont really know you in person, you are a friend of my cousin =)
*hugsss your blog(the music damn nice)

Going to meet my sis tomorrow, horray, can see her at last =)
31st Dec, I wish i could count down with my love one ♥
That's all for today, so bye bloggie =)

♥Lmw'

I missed you much, and miss you more =(

We haven't been text for quite a long time, 2 days, it is long enough for me.
I missed you so much, I miss you more.
What happened?
I am so worry about you, and please no matter what, don't do something to torcher yourself, take care yourself well.
Remember I will live for you, although we are just friends =)
Because I loved you~

♥Lmw'

You make me wanna..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2YIfpWuWaJM&feature=feedlik

I wanted to learn piano, if my parents can afford.
Wanted to listen to it live lol, is that possible?

To my someone special, take care yourself too, don't force yourself too over.
I don't wanted to see you sick, see you suffer.
Just remember, take care yourself well.

To my beloved friend, why I didnt see you online for awhile?
You knw, I thought that I have done smth that pissed you, is that right?
You purposely log off, or you got smth to do?
Sigh..

♥Lmw'

Do you know?

Havent update my blog for a longgggggggggggggg time.
Well, somethings happened i guesse, i don't know wat isit about, but i want you to knw, i care, i worry.
Dont ask me why, you knw the answer, don't you?
I don't mind I don't know about it, just, the person who made her unhappy, moody, get lost! Don't make her unhappy again! Don't make her moody again! I wanted to see her smiling everyday! If you don't care, don't act like you care! (If that is really you who brought her down)

Mom told me never let girls control you, but it's too late.
I think we won't last long, as my mom don't like you, and I started to give up already.
What you think is all about yourself, did you ever think about me?
Money is all, go chase some other rich guy then, I am poor, what I have is only Heart. My Heart can't sell for lot, and is not for sale.
You got your future, so can't I have mine?
If I can't be a doctor, lawyer or some other professions, you will abandon me won't you?
Then why let us continue?
I just want someone, truly appreciate my ♥.

That's all I wanna say, cya bloggie =)

♥Lmw'

Hope You Saw This

Sry, I made you angry, I made you sad, I made you moody, really sry.
To tell the truth, I never wanna see you sad face, but I also dont wan you to keep something inside your mind.
I knw I am your nobody, but you are someone I really really like, love, precious, I really didnt meant to hurt you.
I am so worry, I am scared, I am so miserable...

When you frown, I scared there is something bad happened on you.
But I am happy that you told me you are sad.
That thing that happened, I am so sorry, please, don't bare in mind.
I cant afford to lost you, someone I really precious.
Please accept my apology.

♥Lmw'

Exam coming~

SPM is coming, yet, we (me, fam, howard, raj, csy) already like we finished our SPM lol.
Not doing revision very well, just teaching someone these fews days.
Hope she can get better results larh, and dun feel sad if get low marks, at least you did your best =)
If you dont wan to make me down, do better next year =D

Hope every night will just be like this. At least I can hear your sound, and hear you sing, ahaha, nice singing btw =)
Still not dare to go in front and chat with you lol, too nervous, ahaha, stupid~
Nothing much happened recently, that's all i gonna post today, bye bloggiesss.

♥Lmw'

I were wrong am I?

I am human as well, I am an ordinary human like you, the different between us is just sex.
I just unhappy about something, then you gone all mad?
Yea yea, that's my fault, is all my fault.
I shouldn't show you my moody look, my moody look made you mad right?
Then fine, I wont tell you although I am unhappy, this is what you wish for right?? =D
When I am unhappy, you never try to make me happy, never try to make me smile.
I am responsible to be your slave since I born?
Please, treat me as your boyfriend.
I am neither your slave nor your dog.
Is there anyone that treat me as a human in this world?
There are, where are you all? =D
Cheer =)

♥Lmw'

~ Buddies BBQ ~

Yesterday BBQ at Lucas Ho's house, with Fam, Howard, Raj, Potato and Me =D

Was having a great day, nice BBQ. 

Oh well, that was at night.

In the afternoon, something made me a bit moody, although is only small matter.

I waited Lucas and frens in Jusco that day.

I thought i could go for a drink with her, but unfortunately, she was with her boy, sigh T.T

I knw i shouldn't be like this, you have your boy, i have my girl, but i cant stop myself.

Well, i will control myself, you are my besties right? Yea you are, you treated me as your besties too right? Yea yea, think so, hope so, wish so...

After meet up with buddies, we went to buy our BBQ stuff, sausage, ham, carbonate drinks.

Then me, Lucas and Potato bought 'STICKY'(one kind of candy).

It is not sticky at all, should named it 'STONY', as it is as hard as stone =)

At night no slp at all, ply Pokemon Cards with Lucas, ahaha, fun dou.

Saw Raj's dad, totally out of thought, idk Mr Mohan was so handsome lol!

*SCREAM

Lucas's dad fetch me go my girl's stall, then i gave her the candy, 'STICKY'.

Nothing much happened after that.

Just now, i knw that she got 2nd account.

I opened her fb profile, just look at the pic, nothing else to see.

Just look at it, doesn't satisfied me of course, but i have no choice, sigh.

Luckily we still contact via texting. 

Keep in touch yarr =)

Cheer up always, remember, life is always full of hardship, but a fine day always come after a storm =)

♥Lmw'

Is This For Real?

I really cant accept what had happened today.
Is it real? I dont knw y but i feel that I got boycott by you all.
I never thought before, among you all, you are the best!
Thx Lucas, you are the only one that help me and cheer me up.
I dun wanna say like that, but are we really FRENS?
Instead of solving, you all will just scold me.
Instead of encouraging, you all will just tease me.
I am coward, not dare to speak to her, YES I AM, THEN NEED TO BOYCOTT ME?
I pissed you all enuf huh? Just say it! I wont annoy you all anymore!
I am OKAY on my OWN!


The true is, when i get apart by you all, i feel like running away from the class.
I have no one to talk to, no one to play with, and i was like 'Oh Hi Cuthbert, How Are You? I Am Fine LOL'
I cant force someone to make frens with me, right?
Who would like to be fren with some COWARD LOL!
Ahaha! Just leave me alone, i am okay on my own

♥Lmw'

26/9/11

Hmm, how only i can know how do you feel about me?
I so eager to knw it, ugh.
You juz wont say a word huh??
Hmm, maybe i am not single, but my feel towards you are real, i think.
Lol, you are special as you say so.
Not because of your atitude but because who you are, maybe we are just frens, but i hope we could share alot, dun keep in your mind, i can really be a good fren to share things =)
Dun be emo everyday and do those stupid things, cheer up =)

That's all i gonna post today, cya bloggie =)
♥Lmw'

What A Night

Not feel like goin to school tmr.

Hmm, wondering what would happened if she found out about this blog, but ntg hides forever.
Ugh, wat can be done?
i juz wanted to live like my own.
♥ Lmw'

Today give ppl force go say hi, lol, but i really rush out of time, i am not that coward =P
If i have another, wait and see =D

well, now feel like going to school dy, lol.
guesse that's all for today, cya blogie =)

GRATZZ TO MYSELF =D

UGH, at last, i done it =D
wakaka!
well, that's all for today i guesse, still many things need to be configure =)

Hi Bloggie

Well, my blog, hope this will be a success =)