The determination ♥

Hello bloggie, I'm back for you today :D
I'm going back to kl tomorrow, and guess what? I got some surprise for Shermin :D
Shhhhh.. Don't tell her xD

Anyway, I already sure that I will further my study in form 6.
And if you ask why, I will tell you, it cost less and got a chance to go overseas :D
Well, I told everyone this. But, it's not the main reason.
I feel bad for my SPM result, and I wanna do better, I wanna go for the best, I wanna get all the A's in STPM !
I want to show everyone, I can do it, no more fail. It will be a hard task, but I will do it, and when I start, I will go for the best. I don't wanted to let anyone down again, no more..

♥Lmw'

Thousand swords pierce through me ♥

The feeling, it's like thousand swords pierce through my body. The feeling, I never get before, the disappointment. Sorry, but apologize won't do anything better. I disappointed my parents, my aunt, my sister, everyone that trusted me...
I never know it will be this hurt...
I never know...
It will be this pain, to let someone that trust you down...
I'm so sorry...
When I heard your voice, I can feel the disappointment in you, and I feel miserable, for I can't do a thing...

Today took my SPM result, and I was like 'Wtf is this?' I'm so not satisfy, I could have done better. Sigh.
Emo whole day.
Today I met a new friend, she is a girl. Oh well, nothing much bout her.
Bought something for XXXXXXX. Shhh !! xD
I think that's all for today, not in mood.
Hey girl, is it you really don't give a damn on me?
You didn't even ask how was my result.
Are you looking at my blog?
Are you already forgot my appearance?
Or am I just a stranger that passed by your life?
Doesn't matter, my heart brooke.. </3

I know, my sorry won't do anything better, but if you all would.. give me 1 more chance, I won't let you all down. I promise, I will give my everything to get to the best. So, can you believe in me 1 more time? Just this once.. Please..

♥Lmw'

I still can live without you ♥

It's been few days, I never find you. It feels bad, but I know it is better for me to leave you. Well, you can still live without me. I think I ain't somebody to you, so it won't change anything if I stay in a distance with you ;)

Today hang out with Fam, Lucas, Howard, Raj and Fanshu. ;D
Went cinema watch John Carter, not bad :)
Then go eat steambot. Damn noisy larh us xD
I so damn hyper, then go ask the girl beside our table to help us take photo.
She is walking back to her table, then I say 'leng lui..', then she walk even faster, and then I continue 'can you help us to take a photo?' Then I was like 'EPIC FAIL'. Ahaha ! Well, then she told her friend, then another girl help us take. Weyhh !
Too hyper lol, haven't been like that for longggg time xD
Then raj fetch me back home. Good day weyh !

Tomorrow going to take result. Well, I don't think I will get very good result, ughh, can't help, just let it be.
I'm sleepy now, so bye bloggie, happy day ;D


♥Lmw'

I loved you, I love you more; I hurted, I hurt more ♥

Hi bloggie, today just an ordinary day. Wanted to go mcd with Shermin in the morning, walk till half way, rain -.-
Then go back le. Then we chat chat chat a lottttt. Ahaha !
After that go hear songs on youtube.
Connie ♥
Her sound damn good larh, made me shiver >.<
Okay skip skip.
Still having jet lag, damn it ! Now 7pm/8pm then very sleepy dy, want go sleep xD
Then wake up at 12am. Lol.
Shermin also just woke up, then we chat again.
Tomorrow, planning to go mcd AGAIN. Well, hope can le, and after that go Chatime, hope can meet Ee Wen :3

Okay now, girl, idk that, isit I'm special or annoying for you, I just feel like, you treat me different from your other friend, so, how you think about me? You never answer me.. I.. felt bad you know? I don't know what to do. That miserable feeling.. Love need courage, yea that's right. I suppose I have not enough courages..
You're impossible to resist.. Yea, you mean a lot to me, but how about me for you? Do I mean anything for you? Sigh..
Nevermind, I will continue to move on, although my wound still haven't recover, but I can't just stop here. I'll carry on, any barrier in front of me, I'll just break through, and although, in the end of the road, there is nothing but tears and behind, a road full of blood. So what? That's life.

♥Lmw'

The heart that scattered all over the floor ♥

Hello bloggie, it's been a long time since my last update ;D

Well, I'm quite lazy to actually, ahahah !

Holiday !!

Shermin going to sunway today, with her friends, and leave me alone :(

Ahaha, nevermind, I still love you :P

For a moment, I thought of give her up. If you open up my chest, you'll see my heart full with scar. Love pain, but it will be more pain to give you up.

Stop, stop loving you, there are always someone better.... Alwayss....

But I choose you instead, funny.

You aren't the best, but you just took all my attention. 

Giving up on you, possible? 

Just too much love is given, but I feel, it isn't enough. 

I don't give you enough love, there must be something I can do, something more than just this. 

I never get your reply, about my confession. Oh well, I still get the chance right?

I know I'm messing up my post, ahahaha !

Anyway, this is everything for today, going to be hardworking start from tomorrow ;D

Bye bloggie ;)

♥Lmw'

Something ♥

The moment when I saw your status, I'm stunned, totally out of my mind...

May her rest in peace. 

I know that, what you have been through, I will never know how it feels. But remember that... No matter what happened, I'll always be there for you. I really mean it. So if you need someone, just tell me. 

Time that past won't come back anymore. It is like people. Your life still have a long way to go, and I believe, you already grown up, and I'm sure you will be able to stay strong. And if you need someone, I'll always be there for you. Although I'm not a good listener, I'll do my best to help you. I know I can't do much, but I really hope that I can help you, 5%, 10%, 50%, doesn't matter for me, as long as, I really help you.

Don't worry, she is now at a place far from earth, and she will be okay, rest in peace.

She will be watching you always, so don't let her down, be the best you can !

♥Lmw'