Today, wake up early, thought grandma was going to make CNY biscuit, well, she was busy for a whole day, so no making biscuit today. Took a nap, then 5 something, went jogging, cause I am too bored =P
Done nothing much today. When Shermin came back home from training, she was crying. Why? I asked her, but she didnt say anything. So, some words for my dear Shermin:
Dear Shermin, I will never know what happened if you dont tell me. But I know that I wanted to see your smile everyday, although you didnt smile often. Everyday, after you came back from somewhere, you will tell me a lot of things. But today, your face was wet with tears, you didnt speak to me, you hide your face in your pillow. I am not good in comforting peoples, so I cant help a lot. Well, I thought hug you will make you feel better, of course I didnt do it. Seeing you cry alone and I cant do anything, I was so miserable. What I can do is hope you feel better tomorrow, I wanted to chat with you everyday, I wanted to see you smile everyday. If someone ever made you unhappy, just tell me what happened, I will comfort you with my soul. This is the first time I ever see you cry like this. I feel pain too, seeing you alone like that. For me, you are already a part of my family, you are my sister, I always thought that, so please, let your brother protect you, you dont need to cry alone, just tell me whenever you need me =)
I ♥ you, for me, I already hope for a younger sister for ages, since I know that girl must be protected. Now, you are my sister, so let me protect you, from the storm, I will protect you, until the storms gone, and the sun shine, and the flowers blossom.
I think I am a bit too over, am I? Hmm...
Well, that is what on my mind =)
I viewed her blog again. I damn like the music, it makes me feel so relief, but it makes me feel like crying when I am sad lol. It reminds me a lot of things about you, haha. Who? Ask me, I might tell you secretly =P
Need to sleep early today, so that's all for today, good night =)
♥Lmw'
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