Bloody Monday? Lovely Monday? ♥

Hey peoples, it's MONDAY ! How was your Monday? Mine was awesome :D

We had an experiment today, need to 'poke' our finger tip to get some blood. Somehow, I only get my blood in my 3rd attempt. 3 holes on my finger xD

And I felt dizzy literally, not sure I'm weak, or just not enough food, or just scare of blood. Ughh.
Nothing much about the experiment. Just about the Blood, so what a Bloody Monday :3

You see, I like to post about how I feel and my love stories more :3

Yay school days, get to see her everyday :D
Gave her the peanut candy, she seems happy. Hope she really like it. :) 

Day by day, slowly, I wanted to know you more, wanted you to know me more, wanted you to know, I'm a reliable person too. I might be playful, but I have some time that I will be serious, and something that I will be dead serious, love. 

Not sure how you feel, but I will do my best, and I will be myself, so that you can like who I am :)

Lovely Monday? Nehhh..
Whenever there is you, it is a lovely day. ♥

I wonder how my love stories will end up. :3

♥Lmw'

I'm afraid ♥

Hey bloggie, I'm here today as well :3

Today replay the song 'With You - Chris Brown' for unlimited times, so nice :3
And whenever I close my eyes, you will be the one that pop out.
I know right, I'm sure, that you are the one.
But yet, I'm afraid, afraid that when you know it, you won't treat me as before, afraid that you will try to avoid me. So afraid to tell you. :/

Don't worry, I won't go so fast. Stay as friend for now, cause I know that you need more time to understand me. And I will show you that, I have a shoulder that you can rely on whenever you want, and it will always be there for you. :)

Somehow I feel like saying these things are quite irrelevant. Well, I will show you by action. Still, I hope you forgot to read my blog :P

I wonder, how would my monday be, when I saw you. Hope everything will be okay, hope you won't avoid me, hope I got that chance. :)

That's all for today bloggie. Go for my love one :3

♥Lmw'

Are You The Right One? ♥

Hey bloggie, sorry long time didn't update you. Quite busy these days.

Recently, I'm quite confused about something. Somehow I feel that I'm starting to generate feelings towards her. Classmates always tease about me and her, but I don't feel offensives at all. Really, maybe I liked her? But I think she suits me more :3
Hmm, not sure how she thinks about me, but I start to like her. Oh well, not a bad thing right? Everyone like to see me be with her I think xD
Well, heaven knows :)

FaceTime-ing with Zhao, funny moments with my best friend :D
Hope to see her soon :3

That's all for today I guess, nights peeps :)

♥Lmw'

The other side ♥

'Bloggie, you are my best listener ♥'

But who knows what happen next?

When this statement come out of my mouth, my heart feels like stabbed with knife. But there is no blood nor tears. What left is pain, heart ache. I can see deep in myself, I'm crying, like a miserable baby that had been abandon, like a 6 years old kid that lost his parents, like a cat that witness her kittens being killed... 

Who know that I need someone that I can really talk to? Who know what I have deep inside me? Who know that, there is a thousands of lies in that single statement of mine? 

Someone might have noticed, but who really cares? Someone that care might have not notice yet, but how I know who is that 'someone'? 

':)' I can do this easily, in social web, in school, in life, but in heart? When is the last time I smile from my heart? 

It hurts, it really..hurts...

My Beloved Listener ♥

Hey bloggie, sorry that I've abandon you for so long. Just too lazy to update you >.<
Gonna tell you a lot of stuff today :)

Started my form 6 life, wohoohoo, it was fun. Love it a lot :D
Met a lot of new friends, everyone are being so nice and friendly. Except 1 of my classmate, guess he is just shy.

I've a crush on one of my classmate, but I think she don't have any special feelings for me, but I will try my best ! Won't give up so easily :3
Actually, I knew myself, I don't really have a lot of chance on her. She like tall guy (-1 for me). I understand her best friend more than her (another -1). And I think I'm just not her type of guy (more -1). But who knows? Maybe she might fall for me someday?
*Singing Heaven Knows - Rick Price: 'Maybe my love will come back someday, only heaven knows~~'
But, I actually feels that her friend suits me more. Oh well, time will let me make clear of everything :)
Haha, done with the love talk xD

Having issues with my little cousin sis. It is like I pissed her for centuries. Every single time I start a conversation, she declare a war. What the hell with this kid?! I've totally no idea how should I treat her. Scold? I can't do it. Patient? I can't. So the last choice, not to be funny at her. So be at her, always SERIOUS. Just to prevent war. I treat you as my sister, all the things I said, doesn't have any sarcastic content in it. But you won't understand I guess?

And with my elder cousin sis, there is 1 day, I got really really mad at her. I went to school with some killing aura, and my look damn scary that morning weyhh. Sorry peeps for scaring you all. Don't worry, I'm already back to myself >.<
Okay, let me continue. But after school I went home and saw her, I just can't get any mad at her. And instead, my anger towards her lost immediately the moment I saw her. Guess this is what we call 'love'? Ahaha, she is my cousin, treated her as my sis :3
Well, although she is not a good listener, she know all my secrets. In front of her, I can say everything. Haha, good to have a sis like this ♥


Bloggie, just wanted to tell you that, you are the best for me. When I'm down, you are the one that will listen to me. How I wish you will turn out and become something real in my life. But I know it is impossible. Really glad that you will be my listener. 
*getting kinda crazy right? hahaha >.<


♥ Lmw'