But who knows what happen next?
When this statement come out of my mouth, my heart feels like stabbed with knife. But there is no blood nor tears. What left is pain, heart ache. I can see deep in myself, I'm crying, like a miserable baby that had been abandon, like a 6 years old kid that lost his parents, like a cat that witness her kittens being killed...
Who know that I need someone that I can really talk to? Who know what I have deep inside me? Who know that, there is a thousands of lies in that single statement of mine?
Someone might have noticed, but who really cares? Someone that care might have not notice yet, but how I know who is that 'someone'?
':)' I can do this easily, in social web, in school, in life, but in heart? When is the last time I smile from my heart?
It hurts, it really..hurts...
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