Deep Thought Mood ♥

Just went through some really really deep thought today. Hmm, weird, so this is what in my mind? I don't know how to simply it, or just say what happened. Simple thing, complicated feelings.

I planned on telling you my feelings, how much I need you, how much I love you. But somehow, I feel like, it will be better, if I keep it to myself, not letting you know, not telling you. It's not that I don't love you any more, just that, I don't have confident in myself. Way too many better guys out there. 

Stay as friend, I think it would be better for you. Although it might be really hurt for me, but as long as the decision is good for you, it worth every single pain, single blood, single suffer. 

Still, I hope that I will be that guy, your one and only. 

♥Lmw'