Do you only care about yourself? Yea I know your stuffs are heavy, very heavy, but ask yourself, is it necessary to bring everything? I'm not sure whether you bring everything but to me, the amount you bring everyday is the same ! Either 2 hours a day or 5 hours a day, they are the same ! You can at least pack up don't bring those unnecessary ! And yea, I told you I can't make it on Sunday, you asked me why, and I answered you I have lunch with friend. YES MY VERY IMPORTANT FRIEND JUST FLIGHT BACK FROM SARAWAK OR SABAH I DONT EVEN REMEMBER ! And I said I can't make it for assignment, that is due next week, and we left 2 paragraph. Okay, you want to finish it ASAP, so I suggested that we split our job, I do points, you retype, and I read again, if okay, then just use that, isn't this how we do during the last time we met and did the essay? And you tell me you don't think that will work. WHAT THE ACTUAL FXXK ! I don't know how it differs other than we have to speak about our opinions.
And yea, other than lunch, I do have a date in the morning, Sunday morning, which is my once/twice a week jogging session with my important one. And just because you said something like 'So you expect me to carry my heavy laptop and books to school on Monday huh?', what you expect me to reply to that? 'Yea just effing bring the laptop !' OF COURSE I WON'T ! So I just go along with you. Fine. FINE ! And I get really really terribly pissed off. And because of this, I can't control my temper and throw tantrum on her. And this is not thing I should be blaming on you BUT if it wasn't that your princess attitude, things wouldn't turn out like this. And now? I don't know what I can do. I just feel guilty, and I feel like death is the only way I can get my forgiveness. Of course I won't commit suicide, it's just a paraphrase. But how would it be, to me? I have no idea. And if this is the end of me and her, because of it, then I will surely remember you forever. FOREVER. F.O.R.E.V.E.R.
And in 8 hours time, I'm gonna see your face. So now, let's wish that I would be able to control my temper, and not show my devilish face in front of you. Well, hiding the devilish face and intention is the evilest thing I can thought of. And gosh, I'm gonna pick you up tomorrow. Whadacrap. Wish I wouldn't crash the car together with you along my side. Wait, I wouldn't. I don't want to die beside you. I am actually quite good tempered, if you know me well. And to make me wanted to burst out to this extent, you did a fairly great job. So see you tomorrow, and I really hope that this will be the last time we work together, but of course, this won't be, as I'm in the same sub-com group with you. This sucks. *flips multiple tablesss*
As maybe a lot of you would interpret that I am blaming on her because of I threw tantrum on someone. Well, to think about it, if it wasn't her, I wouldn't loss my temper. Sorry to say, but she has done a lot of things that I would give the Jackie Chan meme (google it if you don't know), and I'm already at my limit. So yea, kinda hope you will find this on your own. I admit that I'm afraid to tell you face to face, as I'm afraid to see your reaction. I know you will have things to defend yourself. Well, the me now would not even listen a bit of it. Maybe you can wait after few months, like half a year. But I doubt that you will find this. To me, in my own opinion, you are quite self-centered. That's all.
*deep breath, rage released*
*still in rage mode*
♥Lmw'
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