Some says 'Love hurts'. But still, everyone is dying for it. Why? Because at the same time, love makes people happy. So, is love poison, or medicine? I think it depends on your perspective towards it.
Loving someone could be painful. I've suffer from these pain for quite a time. And now, the pain is getting lesser, and lesser. What actually happened? I didn't get over the pain, I got used to it...
But, does the pain worth it? The scars, is that all I wanted? Worth it or not, I don't know. I'm an idiot. When it comes to love, I never know how to hold back, I give everything I can, I dive in the love river. And that's the reason, even a single scratch, feels like a stab.
Sometimes I wonder, if I don't tell you how much I care about you, will you be able to feel it? Maybe not.
Sometimes I thought, I don't deserve someone like you, because you're just, too perfect for me...
I don't think myself good enough, I have a lot of flaws, and I know, I'm not the kind of guy you wanted...
Love needs courage, determination, needs confidence. And out of these, the only one I lack of is confidence. I've always thinking that you deserve someone better, thinking how bad myself is, thinking what I can't do for you instead of what I'm capable to. What is that you wanted? Is it inside me? Am I a right match for you? I know I won't get the answer so soon.
Once, I had a problem. I tried to find the answer. Yet, I face more problems. I'm tired of finding all the answers. I thought of giving up. I locked my door. I feel better. But avoiding problems would never get them solved. I need a rest for now. The next time, I will definitely get the answers !
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难道，好朋友，终究，也只能是朋友吗？
♥Lmw'
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