Forever Debt ♥

It's been a long time since my last update. Well, life was ordinary these days.
Teacher gave us assignments, 3 in a row. Wth, seriously? Ugh. First time ever in my life I felt this stress. Anyway, this is not the main topic.

Hmm, I guess I must have did something really really bad to you, in my last life. They call it Karma. And in this life, I pay back. To think of after such a long time, after everything, I thought it ends, I thought I finally got over it. But somehow, I still have some feelings left in me. Not love, just, some weird feelings. Like admire? It's like I owe you something, I still owe you something. It's like a river without an end. How do I end this? It's like forever debt, can never pay finish. To think of how you treated me, I still have this feeling left inside me? Damn !

Guess I really owe you something, that I can never clear the debt. I can't imagine..
I know, I feel deep in you before, but, it already ended. Ended...
The little feelings left in me, I must get rid of it ! UGH ! What have I done to you in my last life? Tell me ! Tell me ! Why can you make me suffer like this?! How am I suppose to clear you in my world?! I don't hate you, you're still my friend, but there is something left in me, I can't see you as my friend. But, what I see you as? I don't love you, so what is it? What a mystery, what kind of debt I have to pay?

I must get over this, is a must ! The little feelings left, I must get rid of it.

♥Lmw'