Everything, needs to have an ending, no matter it's the ending you desire, or the one that is worst for you. After all, ourself, is the one who choose, how it ends. Of course, ending in the way you desire, is way more tougher. So, are you determine enough to keep holding on and going? Wish you all, those who have a goal, good luck. As for me, I've choose an easier path, to end it.
I think, now should be the time to end this quick, before I get deeper and deeper, finally unable to breath. I'll try to forget you, my love one. I'll see you as my friend, my love one. I'll never ever dream about getting with you again, my love one.
Trying to forget my love one, it's like rewinding the memories. I'm walking backwards, looking at how happy I were when you're around, all the things you've said to me, how much I've ever cared about you, all the things I precious about you... Looking back at these, it makes me sad. Forgetting you as my love one, but can't forget that how much I loved you; pretending that I don't care about you, but can't help caring about you, it has became a habit; trying to moved my eyes off you, but can't control myself from peeking at you. Why? Why must it ends like this? I wanted to let go, but I'm not willing to, I want a reason to move on, to reach my goal, to reach you, but I can't find it everywhere. Can you give me that reason, before I threw away everything? Can you, please? If you feel the same for me, please, do me a favour, please, give me a reason, even maybe for you, the reason weight a feather, but for me, it worth my life...
Please...
♥Lmw'
Saturday, 20 April 2013
Monday, 15 April 2013
Wished, Dreamed, Fated ♥
Wished:
Ever since I fell for you, I only go deeper and deeper. Every moment, I wanted to see you, wanted to talk with you. I like school, because there is the place that I'll have the chance to meet you, and talk to you. I like school, because there is the place, I can spend most of my time with you. I like school, because I love you. And as I fall even deeper, I can't turn back. Everything I see, everything in my mind, is you. My brain is always occupied by you. And then I wish, you would be my girl, you would be my dream, you would be my one and only...
Dreamed:
I've always been thinking, if I have an opportunity to hold you tight, I would do so, and hold you as tight as possible, leave no gap between our fingers, nothing can pass through, not even air. I've always been thinking, if I have an opportunity to let you stay in my heart, I would do so, and let you feel the warmness I can give to you when you're cold, the cool wind blowing when you're hot, I would do so. I've always been thinking, if I have an opportunity to be there when you need someone, I would do so, and let you lay on my shoulder and rest, although it's still stiff, but it will hold your head no matter how heavy it is, no matter how long you need, I would do so. I've always been thinking, if I have a smile that will bright up your world, I would always show it to you, I would do so. I've always been thinking, I've always been dreaming...
Fated:
But everything seems to be changed. What happened? Is this meaning that I will never get together with you? Nothing happened, just that the way I see things changed all of a sudden. But why is this happening? Why so sudden? Why now? Does this mean that, it's already meant to be that be together with you, holding your hands tight, letting you lay on my shoulder, is all really just fantasy? Is it all fated from the start?...
Ever since I fell for you, I only go deeper and deeper. Every moment, I wanted to see you, wanted to talk with you. I like school, because there is the place that I'll have the chance to meet you, and talk to you. I like school, because there is the place, I can spend most of my time with you. I like school, because I love you. And as I fall even deeper, I can't turn back. Everything I see, everything in my mind, is you. My brain is always occupied by you. And then I wish, you would be my girl, you would be my dream, you would be my one and only...
Dreamed:
I've always been thinking, if I have an opportunity to hold you tight, I would do so, and hold you as tight as possible, leave no gap between our fingers, nothing can pass through, not even air. I've always been thinking, if I have an opportunity to let you stay in my heart, I would do so, and let you feel the warmness I can give to you when you're cold, the cool wind blowing when you're hot, I would do so. I've always been thinking, if I have an opportunity to be there when you need someone, I would do so, and let you lay on my shoulder and rest, although it's still stiff, but it will hold your head no matter how heavy it is, no matter how long you need, I would do so. I've always been thinking, if I have a smile that will bright up your world, I would always show it to you, I would do so. I've always been thinking, I've always been dreaming...
Fated:
But everything seems to be changed. What happened? Is this meaning that I will never get together with you? Nothing happened, just that the way I see things changed all of a sudden. But why is this happening? Why so sudden? Why now? Does this mean that, it's already meant to be that be together with you, holding your hands tight, letting you lay on my shoulder, is all really just fantasy? Is it all fated from the start?...
Tuesday, 2 April 2013
Forever Debt ♥
It's been a long time since my last update. Well, life was ordinary these days.
Teacher gave us assignments, 3 in a row. Wth, seriously? Ugh. First time ever in my life I felt this stress. Anyway, this is not the main topic.
Hmm, I guess I must have did something really really bad to you, in my last life. They call it Karma. And in this life, I pay back. To think of after such a long time, after everything, I thought it ends, I thought I finally got over it. But somehow, I still have some feelings left in me. Not love, just, some weird feelings. Like admire? It's like I owe you something, I still owe you something. It's like a river without an end. How do I end this? It's like forever debt, can never pay finish. To think of how you treated me, I still have this feeling left inside me? Damn !
Guess I really owe you something, that I can never clear the debt. I can't imagine..
I know, I feel deep in you before, but, it already ended. Ended...
The little feelings left in me, I must get rid of it ! UGH ! What have I done to you in my last life? Tell me ! Tell me ! Why can you make me suffer like this?! How am I suppose to clear you in my world?! I don't hate you, you're still my friend, but there is something left in me, I can't see you as my friend. But, what I see you as? I don't love you, so what is it? What a mystery, what kind of debt I have to pay?
I must get over this, is a must ! The little feelings left, I must get rid of it.
♥Lmw'
Teacher gave us assignments, 3 in a row. Wth, seriously? Ugh. First time ever in my life I felt this stress. Anyway, this is not the main topic.
Hmm, I guess I must have did something really really bad to you, in my last life. They call it Karma. And in this life, I pay back. To think of after such a long time, after everything, I thought it ends, I thought I finally got over it. But somehow, I still have some feelings left in me. Not love, just, some weird feelings. Like admire? It's like I owe you something, I still owe you something. It's like a river without an end. How do I end this? It's like forever debt, can never pay finish. To think of how you treated me, I still have this feeling left inside me? Damn !
Guess I really owe you something, that I can never clear the debt. I can't imagine..
I know, I feel deep in you before, but, it already ended. Ended...
The little feelings left in me, I must get rid of it ! UGH ! What have I done to you in my last life? Tell me ! Tell me ! Why can you make me suffer like this?! How am I suppose to clear you in my world?! I don't hate you, you're still my friend, but there is something left in me, I can't see you as my friend. But, what I see you as? I don't love you, so what is it? What a mystery, what kind of debt I have to pay?
I must get over this, is a must ! The little feelings left, I must get rid of it.
♥Lmw'
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