Wished, Dreamed, Fated ♥

Wished:
Ever since I fell for you, I only go deeper and deeper. Every moment, I wanted to see you, wanted to talk with you. I like school, because there is the place that I'll have the chance to meet you, and talk to you. I like school, because there is the place, I can spend most of my time with you. I like school, because I love you. And as I fall even deeper, I can't turn back. Everything I see, everything in my mind, is you. My brain is always occupied by you. And then I wish, you would be my girl, you would be my dream, you would be my one and only...

Dreamed:
I've always been thinking, if I have an opportunity to hold you tight, I would do so, and hold you as tight as possible, leave no gap between our fingers, nothing can pass through, not even air. I've always been thinking, if I have an opportunity to let you stay in my heart, I would do so, and let you feel the warmness I can give to you when you're cold, the cool wind blowing when you're hot, I would do so. I've always been thinking, if I have an opportunity to be there when you need someone, I would do so, and let you lay on my shoulder and rest, although it's still stiff, but it will hold your head no matter how heavy it is, no matter how long you need, I would do so. I've always been thinking, if I have a smile that will bright up your world, I would always show it to you, I would do so. I've always been thinking, I've always been dreaming...

Fated:
But everything seems to be changed. What happened? Is this meaning that I will never get together with you? Nothing happened, just that the way I see things changed all of a sudden. But why is this happening? Why so sudden? Why now? Does this mean that, it's already meant to be that be together with you, holding your hands tight, letting you lay on my shoulder, is all really just fantasy? Is it all fated from the start?...